d'oh. (dont knw why i typed tht. just felt like it. aha anyhow. pls ignore me.)

oh sheesh! im melting. save me.

look at him!!





and he's no himbo. he draws really well. (and acts well also la. duh)

he's taken. after ashton kutcher :D
say hello to mrs kutcher-sumpter.

i shall stop my nonsensical gushing.
and yes i was like that too when it was the ashton kutcher period. aha.
but well. typical wendy!
and he kisses wendy on screen :(
however. sadly
and obviously
its not me.
but ha! we shall do the same on our wedding day :))

im gonna drag tings to watch it with me.
or freda.
or maybe sabrinanapok + ree.
steph + sq?? theyre not the movie type though. but this is an exception! everyone has to watch peter pan! and the tinkerbell doesnt look very tinkerbell-ish eh. they shld get someone who's small + pixie-ish + waif. something like kristine kruek! but anyway. peter pan! haha my entire entry is abt him! i shall stop crapping before all your eyeballs roll out due to excess exercise just reading my entry. haha.

sabrina and jess are both patiently taking in my gushes. i feel so bad for putting them through this. haha ashton kutcher period was poor dada and tings. aha.

american idol! shall go watch how the people suck in abt half an hour. and widen eyes at those fab ones too la. haha. i think i need to get down to some serious studying. starting tomms. i shall mug for the geog test early! and h.chi test too. hmm. yesyes.

i dont feel like thinking.

yawn. tired.

wyn just left about an hour++ ago! tata butch. hahas. please take care. and dont get into fights la. tsktsk.

watched school of rock! :D not bad. pretty hilarious! and the drummer qt cute hahas.
i want to watch the company! and peter pan -sulks.
everyone's busy. or not in the mood. and there's no time.
grr. ignore me. am grouchy.

failed the damn physics test by 1.5 marks. i cannot believe how i keep missing it.
damnation!

oh god this is so true of tings!! i have to paste it down. aha

>>Friend: has never seen you cry
Best friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on [super true]

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home [er not really..shes a preserved young lady okay -laughs.]

Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend: they ask you for their number [super duper true.]
(cuz they can't remember it)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff [YES. ok not a closet but more than just a couple of things]

Friend:! only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life story [aha i guess.]

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you [shes always going w me or i'd be going with her]

yayy my bestie!! haha im so childish but yes.

-

oh god! the cosmogirl's online newsletter says "win ashton's hat" !! looks at da and fiona ._.

i dont really like hilary duff but her song keeps getting played on air it got stuck in my head.

Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away my sanity
Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean,I'm coming clean, oh

I'm shedding, shedding every color
tryin to find a pigment of truth beneath my skin Oh
Cause different doesn't feel so different
And going out is better than always stayin' in
Feel the wind

waiting ; the entire time of your life.

whts wrong with blogger. since when does it take 4minutes to load?

and i didnt mean to type the "waiting..blah" to match the blogger delay. what coincidence.

anyway.

my eye hurts. yeow.

i really think i have a tumour in my head, behind my left eye. people are like right. yes, wendy breast cancer then tumour la. but how do you explain the recurring pain inflicted on my poor eye?!

sigh.

anyways.

had a splitting headache. so splitting that i couldnt make it to school. aha. really. it was migrane-like. though i was fine after taking the medicine, i only slept 2hrs which is like 40winks to me. so i plonked back into bed.

dear wyn isnt leaving yet. and i so did not waste my time eh. but hell. met dada and tanessa. walked around (no eye candy :(( ) dined at lips (actually it wasnt really dinner. just peach smoothie with two FAB chicken wings. and yes i was such a dammit klutz. splurt the smoothie all over my jeans. and da thinks it looks like i leaked. so i hastily tried to clean it up..yes i was too lazy to mend the mess at the beginning haha. and i looked like some obscene freak ._. it was EVEN MORE obscene whn da helped me. sheesh) then this person came for a while..i think shes vanessa or valerie or something like that. aha shes so cute. in a funny ah soh-ish way. but shes really funny. haha. anyway after tanessa went to send her mobile for repair, we left town for home. i think tht girl's drowning in remorse now about her loss thanks to herself la. throw the phone around any old how. oh well. and haha we were listening to the polyphonic ringtones at nokia! not bad but SO cheap eh. but well. its polyphonic. i shall speak no more.

haha my sis is damn funny. this guy told her some spooky freaky deaky stories and she got so damn freaked she stationed me outside of the lavatory while she shitted and bathed - with the door opened. yes. im not kidding -rolls eyes.

to everyone i know. please take care. i dont want to hear any more depressing news.

-

i love the song yellow by coldplay :)
Look at the stars; look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow

I came along; I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all yellow

Your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
You know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across; I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'Cos you were all yellow

I drew a line; I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

And your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
For you I bleed myself dry
For you I bleed myself dry

It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for…
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do

-

look how they shine for you
and all the things that you do

rain rain go away
come again another day
little children want to play!!

aha. madness.

-looks at da. 2 days? but it'll be alright, yea :)

Who is the girl with the crying face looking at millions of signs?
She knows that life is a running race,
Her face shouldn't show any line.

Melody fair won't you comb your hair? you can be beautiful too.
Melody fair , remember you're only a woman .
Melody fair, remember you're only a girl.

Who is the girl at the window pane, watching the rain falling down?
Melody, life isn't like the rain ; it's just like a merry go round.

Melody fair won't you comb your hair? you can be beautiful too.
Melody fair, remember you're only a woman.
Melody fair, remember you're only a girl.

Who is the girl with the crying face, looking at millions of signs?
She knows that life is a running race.
Her face shouldn't show any lines.

Melody fair won't you comb your hair? you can be beautiful too.
Melody fair , remember you're only a woman.
Melody fair, remember you're only a girl.


tired after days of visiting. only 2 days la but still. was quite fun tho. haha my sister and her lil crush -winks- supposed to have some cousins outing or something but -looks at the rain- and some of them arent free so well. going grams place (AGAIN..) later. shall do some homework! tings did her SATs and she said the english was horrid. oh! the other time we were at kino and she showed me how their SATs workbook (smth like our ten year series) gave advice like : dont worry if you fail your SATs you can still be a politician or singer and stuff like that. aha so lame.

i deleted all your messages today.
and i'll be okay :)

we all want to go the mtv asia awards! but eeyer. must win tics. judging our luck..shakes head.

yayy miss selfridge topshop dorothy perkins etc end of season sale!! jumps for joy. shall go check out the top ive gaped at for months :))

im feeling so smiley ever since ive changed my blog layout to something cheerful for a change :) see? aww. hahas.

was watching that gillian chung and shawn yue show last night. so sweet! though she left him. and the big black bra belonged to shu qi who is so fucking pretty. but i find it unbelievable that she wore the same bra for 10years and it doesnt show any sign of tear/wear. weird! haha and shawn yue's friend so corny!! think of ways to torment the rat like electrocuting it and in the end their dicks all kenna. so he was worried that he got infertile. and shawn yue asked him to watch the rA show the next morning. and the people from the other gang stuffed the bean up his ass! hilarious.

off to do other stuff. tatas'

i love my toe nails!! :)))

left for town after the new year celebrations in school with dada to meet her friends for lunch (but we ened up walking around together dont ask me why) and i saw my eye candy!!!!!!! oh god. i was practically melting when we met him as we were going up the heeren escalator. aha and da thinks that he knows! cos i get all hyped up when he looks at me. oh well. but he's so damn cutee i cant stop gushing about him. just talking about him makes me smile. like oh wendy stop it and get a grip. hee.

-// FLUXXOMATION

anyhow. ate at pastamania after i got my stuff (dcp pullover :D and a pair of earrings for tomms) with everyone and then we HAD to see her. i just told dada that i wanna see her and she appears half an hour later. oh well. its really saddening how you take me for granted and jump back to her whenever you can. its not fair. its not .. whatever. and i tell myself youre not worth it but its hard to do so when deep down, i dont believe youre like that. and its sucks. i guess this is where we end. and i guess to you, it doesnt matter how it does. but WHATEVRR. sigh. but then i dont mean it..but i do..and i hate myself for being so hung up about you. for still bothering. for still caring :(

you left me alone and then you walked out on me
i dont care. i dont care.

will you stay or will you walk
will you let go
leave me all alone

-//all american rejects.

anyway. we saw people and like dada overheard someone saying, its like the whole of singapore is in town. haha.

happy new year everyone. going my gran's house now :)) reunion dinner!

you see? you dont affect me that much anyway.

DADA sorry for making you bring the straightener then not use it later. whoops. and also, sorry for being so chaobin just now after .. well. after it. -kowtows- haha. and thanks for bringing me to flash+splash to see my eye candy so as to perk me up!! you know me too well :D lovelove! and stay happy yourself.

DARLIN TINGS heyhey i miss you!! we HAVE to hang out next friday. just hope we are able to man. take care in msia and good luck for your SATs alright. reply my message! -growls- haha and i bet you were staring at my cover girl right. haha dont forget to look at your gillian too :) take care and im glad you had such a blast at interact :))

I can barely breath
Can you hear me scream

O thrown in all directions
You epitome of perfection
She's lost her will,
Time is standing still

He walks, her, home
Now he walks a - lone
The days they turn into years
The eyes they drown in tears

Can you hear me scream

Time is standing still

haha got this forwarded mail from mina. its quite an old joke but its so lame i have to paste it here.
>>It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year has
ONLY 365' days.

Typical academic year for a student.

1. Sundays-52,Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
days left 313.

2. Summer holidays-50 where weather is very hot and difficult to
study. days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep-means 130 days.
days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing-(good for health) means 15 days.
days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies(chew properly &
eat)-means 30days. days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal)-means 15 days
days left 81.

7. Exam days per year atleast 35 days.
days left 46.

8. Quarterly, Half yearly and festival (holidays)-40 days.Balance 6
days.

9. For sickness atleast 3 days. remaining days 3.

10. Movies and functions atleast 2 days. 1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday. "How can you study at that day?"
Balance days 0

"How can a student pass ?????"

yes. how can we pass??

and here's another one by nana and it leaves you..thinking.

Dart Test...

THIS IS A POWERFUL MESSAGE. PLEASE READ ALL OF IT. I AM
PASSING IT ON BECAUSE I AM CERTAINLY NOT ASHAMED TO DO
SO.


In light of the many jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is a little different: This is not intended to be a joke, it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking..............

Dart Test...

A young lady named Sally, relates an experience she had in a seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith. She says that Dr. Smithwas known for his elaborate object lessons.

One particular day, Sally walked into the seminary and knew they were in for a fun day.

On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts. Dr. Smithtold the students to draw a picture of someone that they disliked or someone who had made them angry, and he would allow them to throw darts at the person's picture.

Sally's friend drew a picture of who had stolen her boyfriend. Another friend drew a picture of his little brother. Sally drew a picture of a former friend, putting a great deal of detail into her drawing, even drawing pimples on the face. Sally was pleased with the overall effect she had achieved.

The class lined up and began throwing darts. Some of the students threw their darts with such force that their targets were ripping apart. Sally looked forward to her turn, and was filled with disappointment when Dr. Smith, because of time limits, asked the students to return to their seats. As Sally sat thinking about how angry she was because she didn't have a chance to throw any darts at her target. Dr. Smithbegan removing the target from the wall.

Underneath the target was a picture of Jesus. A hush fell over the room as each student viewed the mangled picture of Jesus; holes and jagged marks covered His face and His eyes were pierced.

Dr. Smithsaid only these words... "In as much as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto Me."
Matthew 25:40.

No other words were necessary; the tears filled eyes of the students focused only on the picture of Christ.

This is an easy test; you score 100 or zero. It's your choice.

If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions.

Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you, before My Father."

Not ashamed ... pass this on.

Ashamed ... delete it.


One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. "Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!"

"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked.

Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"

"And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked.

"Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly.

"How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked.

"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you!! You don't want those people!!"

"How much?" He asked again.

Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your tears, and all your blood."

Jesus said, "DONE!" Then He paid the price.

Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Isn't it funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.

Isn't it funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says. Or is it scary?

Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God ).

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and! they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.

Isn't it funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace.

Isn't it funny how someone can be so fired up for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week.

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them.

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.

Will YOU pass this on? .... I did

rushing terribly now..having tuition later. had lunch at j8 crystal jade..havent been there for such a LONG time it feels totally foreign. but it still appeals (or rather, doesnt appeal) to me as some ah lian world -looks at mina!! hahas. cut my hair at far east yesterday!! and i hated it violently but after my personal hairstylists (dada+tings+mina) helped me with it it seems more..acceptable, i guess. haha but ah well. my hair was really balding like fuck and i HAD to do something about it or i'd look like some aunty sooner or later. oh and the hairdressers helped us to straighten our hair till it was pencil striaght so its easier to cut or some shit like that and after cutting, we looked like some bitchass ah lian with rebonded hair! god. ahlianation. alienation! hahas anyway it was raining so after walking in the drizzle-ish rain, it started to become a tad normal again. haha and!! i took 502 express bus to go home but somehow i think they changed the damned route and i ended up at esplanade! and then since its a u-turn bus, it goes back to somerset so i can take my train BUT unfortunately i was so smart la. missed the bloody stop and ended up at holland drive ._. asked around and those people i asked were damn nice! helpfully pointed out directions and all. looked like some spastic kid. oh i forgot. looked like a spastic ah lian. so when i reached home i was all drenched and moody and sneezing like crazy. oh well. bad experience.

and just now during recess we went up to the gym to jump on the trampoline and it was so damn funn :D dinah valencia and some other girl was jumping so hard and it was most amusing. karina sat cross legged so she started bouncing up and down like some buddha when they jumped and there was this point where she was like meditating and rising above the air by a metre or so. and they started raping the poor girl ._. what instigated the rape was unknown but soon all of us there knew she had on black underwear cos she wasnt wearing any shorts underneath [!! yes and she still happily went to play at the trampoline..] and later i think tings joined in and i started flipping! literally did a somersault in the air unknowingly. was wondering whats going on when it happened. wasnt even sure if i did a flip till i turned around and saw nana and doreen's look on their faces. hahas. was just hell funny la.

yayy towning with dada and i dont know who else tomms. shall get my paul frank pullover and goggle at my eye candy :D grins wide. aha.

happy new year everyone :))

oh i shall go eat and rush to my tuition!!

You are Bloom!


What (non drugstore) Makeup Brand Are You?
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whines.
my gbk is stale! :(
stupid carol la.

anyway. towned ytd with dadeedoo and tanessa. bought a nice lil skirt!! (yes, freda. toss skirt. toss) and a flowery flowy tube from phuture london :) yayy exhilerated! haha. and i found this funny weird tube in heeren. it looks so damn funny so da suggested i wear it as a skirt. and its quite nice! haha really weird. anyhow. stupid crystal jade!! :(( in the end only had pure chocolate from coffee bean. haha dada and i mountain tortoise! weren't aware that they sell spaghetti and stuff other than brownies chocolate and mocha etc. oh! yes saw my darling sweetie :) and xin dinah qing..didnt see angel tho :( which is really sadd. that stupid girl. fluttered off the cloud and nvr reply my calls! still demanded me to hug her ._. hmrpf. saw wynnie tay also and we took VERY ugly pics..hate digi cams. and i decided that 8beam sucks lo. tht machine upstairs nicer. cheat my feelings! to think that i trusted 8beam so much..haha being lame as usual. i wanna watch the new movie the company! nc16 but ah. we have our ways -winks at da- just ame back from da's hse. 'did' math. more like stuffed myself with the ba gua and noodle man. yumm!! haha oh no cny. time to get fat and all.

so its true.

oh well. gtg. having dinner out!!

-

0701 :)))
love my dsf lover lotts. really, girl.

yayy! finally done with new layout :D
quite like it.
its much different than anything ive made. but got the headlines from elsewhere la obviously. look under host.

falala! shall go sleep. yawns. tomms gotta wake up at 630 for school. and help my sister's friend do her shite.

^x everything's changing

when i turn around
all out of my control
i'm a mobile
//mobile. avril lavigne

phoonty's gone! (not that im close to her or anything. but we were friends..once! haha) and soon everyone would be gone too..which is really traumatising when you think of it. there's tings, of course. and im NOT anticipating the shite. oh fuck. why cant the world be just a lone place? and we can all live together. and be happy. all the time.

havent been able to come online these days..hectic schedule! sigh. never felt so relieved when i was done with physics. the chem ppr sucked like hell :(

decorated class for chinses new year! actually it was more like pasting red packets all around. but it turned out to be quite nice! esp the board at the back of the class where yins did. and the window panes! but well. expect 4D to win la. as usual. haha realised 4D sounds/looks like 4D! 4D win win 4D. haha ok obviously im not talking abt toto la. i mean 4 diligence okay duh. am crappy.

towned just now. supposed to watch school of rock with my favourite girl but change of plans. in the end was out with dadeedoo :) and tanessa. hung around, met mrs pitt (or some 10 other guys' surname) and i bought the CUTEST..stuff. at ah. forgot what it was called. beads, i think. anyhow. saw wyn..audrey!! jacob/joseph. and there was funny lex who does the weirdest things. and..cant remember if there was anyone else. oh and da's junior samantha came with her bf and his friends. and i have to say that samantha has the nicest lashes ever. was happily watching them flutter in awe. haha and tanessa's complexion is like.. well. is she mortal??! just like freda. am like surrounded with perfect people! and of course. me with my large and grotesque nose. well. i shall not lapse into depression. haha cutting my hair tomms!! wish me luck! told tings i shall buy a wig if i look horrid. gulps. just..dont laugh at me when you see me!! cos im like balding thanks to my constant tying up of my hair and i needa change parting to get it back on track. and to do so, i have to snip bangs! just pray that i dont look tootified ._. yayy shall go bag hunting !! and maybe get a top or smth. hee! gleams with delight. haha.

you know i want to say i miss you
the way i did when the skies were blue.
but when black spurns white
its irreversible.
its complicated.
and i never would want
to screw things up for you
but i'll always be here. for you :)

i suspect that i have breast cancer (yea, WHAT breast?) but everyone thinks im mental! well. shall go the breast cancer webiste to check it out. and before i die please see me more often and well. smile! or something. hahaha this reminds me of poor da who cant pierce her ear cos its streaming with veins and she'd go blind if she went ahead and took the risk! ah the downs of having a delicate lil ear :) so cute! but well. you can live without it, girl. and please. dont think too much. nothing stays the same forever, remember that. -hugs-

are you aware of what you make me feel baby
right now i feel invisible to you
like im not real
you used to love me you used to hug me
but that wasnt the case
everything wasnt okay
i was left to cry there waiting outside there
grinning with a lost stare
when i decided
why should i care?
cos you werent there when i was scared
i was so alone.

i feel like changing my layout!

spastic is my middle name.

ever since school reopened, ive been doing stupid stuff. its horrid. i shall not mention anything and embarrass myself. its like a daily thing. shakes head. shall stop living in my own holiday daze and wake up. shakes self. anyway. hectic test schedules. i hate sec4. despise the thought of enduring another 10mths of this shite :((
besides. da and i agree there's no one to look forward to seeing. so every single day i walk to school with no sense of anticipation. am becoming a walking dead mummified dummy soon.

waiting for mum to come back with my dinner. shes gone to buy a new phone for sis! hers drowned (whoops!) but she could still trade in, i think. oh well.

and did i mention our physics teacher sucks. like totally. cant sand the sight of her. she thinks our class is driving her crazy. well thats a deliberate, stupid ass. because she drives us crazy. rolls eyes. like go away and get mrs khong back man.

people come and go. its so sad but hard to go with the flow.

growls. wtf is wrong with blogger man. my page has become the new blogger page.

anyway. yesterday's cca fair should be more of like food fair or something. this year st johnnie has so much good food nobody could resist! haha the poor juniors cooked and fried the stuff and we just gobbled them up. actually we nibbled them. there's a difference. haha. oh and we tried to catch butterflies but to no avail. they flitted away as soon as we neared them! spasticated. am horribly ashamed that i did nothing apart from eating, catching butterflies, plucking flowers and lying on the bed ._.

my sis is really sad that she has no more money to earn. poor girl.

and btw. i think that people should keep their nonsensical bitching to themselves and consider other people's feelings for a change. that could be a good new year resolution. -rolls eyes-

spent hours scouting for a .. present for nai. almost died in the search. with legs broken constipated bladder sleepy eyes and what not. haha anyhow. we found it in the end and since sq left to meet her mum to cut her hair, steph+i took the bus home from town. been quite long since we did that. haha talked all the way and it was like the old times. grr am bored. oh! and i bought this pink tube and a necklace thingy. yes buying things again :( but i really liked the tube. and i wont be squandering anymore anyway. so. hee.

math test postponed! :D


You love Orlando,Legolas,Will,Todd,Ned,Paris.You
love all of him!Try to tone down the love a
little though.I mean,there's a line.


WhIcH oRlAnDo Is PeRfEcT fOr YoU?(w/ extremely hot pics)
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.. he's really cute and i like him but not overly much la. stupid quiz! made me sound like some maniac.


Your soul is bound to the Rose Bud: The
Naive.

"I keep all of my secrets somewhere inside
and though I haven't let myself shine to the
world, I'm good for something but too good to
give to you."

The Rose Bud is associated with innocence,
curiosity, and confidence. It is governed by
the god Cupid and its sign is The Dewdrop, or
Puppy Love.

As a Rose Bud, you may have grand ideas about love
and you may well be inexperienced. You tend to
be optomistic, idealistic, and curious, but
it's just because you like being a positive
person. You also may have high thoughts of
yourself, and can come off a bit conceited, but
it's just a mask to hide your lack of
experience.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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hurr. am not naive man. c r a p.


You are going to marry Justin Tiberlake. He has a
wonderful sense of humor and pours his heart
and soul into everything he does or ever will
do. Congrats!!


Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (10 results that have pics!)
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!!?? not justin..
WHY NOT ASHTON?!!??!
i cannot believe i did this quiz anyway


Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven,
but Earth won't be as fun without you. As a
real optimist and lighthearted person, you
always see the good in things. People probably
respect you for your wonderful personality and
love for life. People like you make the world a
happier place (please rate my quiz)


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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ha! love for life ._.


Protector Fairy
Please rate my quiz I worked really hard for this
thanks


Which Fairy are you?(for anyone many out comes)
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You're a Caramel!! You are known for your
sweetness. You are comfortable with yourself,
and help others feel the same way about
themselves. You are generally friendly to
everyone, and believe in second chances.


Which kind of candy are you?
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Johnny Depp.......he is soooo incredibly hot!!!!
You know it and even though he is a little
rough on the edges but that is even hotter. He
is sweet, not incredibly like Orlando Bloom,
but he has just enough to satisfy you.



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i said ashton kutcher..


You are most compatible with Ashton Kutcher.
Honestly, he is really hot and sweet but also
stil a boy inside. You like the boyish side of
him, the little adorable immaturity that he's
got.


What celebrity are you most compatible with? (16 outcomes w/pics)
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hee! but why is this pic so toot?

in a quizzy mood. -shrugs-

^x feels like im starting it all over again

surrounded by sad people. kinda got influenced too :(

I whisper, remember what she did
Don't miss her
Set me free, she won't allow it

Angry and gone, and the list goes on and on
Now I'm letting up, I should be the one who's letting go
She's lonely, she's scared, I'm relationship impaired
If it's love, I will differ, I'm being lost being with her

I can't move on, I can't take it
She, she says we won't make it now
I can't move on, I can't take it
She, she says we won't make it now

Believing, the things i did were wrong
I'm leaving
It fades away, forget about it
She's binding, can't do a thing alone
Rewinding
Times before, can't live without it

I don't know
But you did you did
Please don't go
Now my feelings for you they're now lost
'cause we're through anymore
I'll write you, I'll call you
Now

watched lotr rotk! its really good. though i think i prefer the first one. maybe its cos i wasnt sitting with tings but behind her cos we didnt want to end up as one of those craning their necks at the first row. only spoke 2/3 times thru'out. either that or its that..i became less emotional?? which is really weird. i used to cry at practically every movie thats a tad saddening. oh and that embarassing incident. god. shall not blog about my stupor. too lazy to, anyway. glad to be back in school, in a way. finally could give tings a huge hug. missed that girl loads. had fun with you, babe. laughing like the old times :D we spend the entire morning till recess looking at gillian chung's pictures. my god that girl's so perfect in every way. supreme inferiority seeps in !

im so sick of being numb. im sick of feigning happiness when it feels so hollow inside.
oh what to sayy.
well to say it simply.

missed you.
its been ages since ive seen you.
i miss being able to do my spastic daily routines that my friends laugh about.
for some strange reason, i miss my thumping heart every morning when i climb the stairs.
i miss bumping into you anywhere in the compound
i miss your funny grin
i miss pretending not seeing you
i miss checking you out
i miss the lil notes in the letters
i miss sneaking peeks
i miss..so many things
and its strange because i dont even like you anymore.
and it seems to me that youre drifting further and further away.

out of reach now.

da's right.
C R A P P.

No ones to blame, here's where it all ends,
And I feel the pain, 'cause I'm without her,
I feel the pain..
I see the sight, with a different light,
Words cannot describe the way I'm feeling,
'Cause I've been searching in my head,
For the words I thought she'd said,
For too long..
I feel her.. Slipping through my fingers,
Now she's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on,
And sharks went through my veins now, that she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on.

-

haha. lame cute-ass poor thing freda and my lame conversation!

wend' along she came with her picture says:
haha okay youre a really patient shopper (:

freda ` // and i think about you all the time . says:
me? haha why?

wend' along she came with her picture says:
dont you know?

wend' along she came with her picture says:
youre really patient

wend' along she came with her picture says:
haha

-cut-

freda ` // and i think about you all the time . says:
huh..

freda ` // and i think about you all the time . says:
shit man!

wend' along she came with her picture says:
??

-cut-

wend' along she came with her picture says:
why you shit man

wend' along she came with her picture says:
??

wend' along she came with her picture says:
haha cos you patiently go w me and try so many crap dresses

wend' along she came with her picture says:
and at first stand outsdie some more!

wend' along she came with her picture says:
then happily bring dresses for me

wend' along she came with her picture says:
and the tube also!

wend' along she came with her picture says:
and now days later you still say you wanna go check w me if got size2!!

wend' along she came with her picture says:
haha

wend' along she came with her picture says:
whoevr does that man

wend' along she came with her picture says:
-lks at da like shes an endangered exhibit

wend' along she came with her picture says:
haha

wend' along she came with her picture says:
-hugs-

wend' along she came with her picture says:
suddnly felt like telling you i love youuu!!

wend' along she came with her picture says:
-chants- I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

wend' along she came with her picture says:
oh i think im gonna get going!

wend' along she came with her picture says:
are you gonna reply me or what!?

wend' along she came with her picture says:
-demands a reply right now

freda ` // and i think about you all the time . says:
awwwwwww (((:

freda ` // and i think about you all the time . says:
I LOVE U TOO!!!!!

freda ` // and i think about you all the time . says:
((((:

cut off the ending and practically the whole coversation. doesnt make sense but as long as we know ;) all began with me whining about my zara skirt la. as usual. wen zi the mosquito. which is a retarded nickname sabrinanapok got me and only she still thinks its funny years later. can you believe she still calls me that!!? ok out of point.

hahaha sq very funny also!! aiyer. i love everyone leh. everyone but you. i only..like you. as in not like. does anyone get what i mean? not like like! oh forget it. yawns. shall really go sleep alrdy. tata, world. or rather. to anyone who bothers at all.

^x here's where it all ends